Summary
This was a big big month of transformation that unblocked me a lot, I really want to talk to more people about it.
- When I lived with the Lanes on Black Mesa, I am so glad to finally meet people who have a way of life that is touching dirt, animals, family, every day and generation up and down, and they think of mountain as mother.
- Before that when I was wrapping up in Chapel Hill and surfing the internet I thought more about the intersection of science findings and meaningness. I feel both excited and disagreeable about the people who are idolized for bridging empirical science with speculation or philosophy. The disagree because the edge is sometimes too blurred for me and others to tell apart, and I don’t like the idea of individuals representing the work of many many people in science. The inspiration because I also like to help me and others see how a small example can be related to things the way they exist in our life and how to go about life. I can’t seem to think about this for too long staring straight into the online conversations, I can only do it in real person conversation and very short thinking now, it irritates and floats my heart to whirlpools. After discussing with a friend about how they face the obstacles that block them from finding role and work through their linneage, by investigating instead of avoiding the discomfort… I decide I also embark on this journey, for example by pulling the node of Michael Levin or what he evokes in my embryology and history of science webs.